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[22 Aug 2004|11:31am] |
friends only from now on
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[21 Aug 2004|12:10am] |
LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Full Name: Georgina Rai
Birth date: February 5, 1989
Birth place: Croydon, England
Current Location: San Diego
Eye Color: brown, it changes sometimes
Hair Color: brown
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: aqaurius
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: english, irish, indian, african
Shoes you wore today: blue chinese ones
Your weakness(es): being insecure and scared of what otehrs think of me
Your fears: getting hurt, seeing people i love drifting away from me
Your perfect pizza: um cheese. wow that was lame.
Your favorite Bands: jimmy eat world, dashboard, sublime, green day, modest mouse, pinback etc
Goal you'd like to achieve: i have many, get better at volleyball, keep my true friends, live life to the fullest, get married and have babies :)
LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
Your most overused phrase on AIM: lol
Your thoughts first waking up: greaaaaaaaaaaaaaat
Your best physical feature: eyelashes
Your bedtime: um early when i have volleyball next day, usually when i want
Your most missed memory: elementary school and earl warren
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK
Pepsi or Coke: coca cola
McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonalds
Single or group dates: single is serious, group for giggles
Adidas or Nike: adidas, nike uses child labor
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: what the hell
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: cappaccino (fraps work?)
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: no
Smoke cigarettes: no
Drink: have
Cuss: sometimes
Single: yes
Take a shower everyday: yes
Have a crush(es): contimplating but yes
Think you've been in love: no
Like(d) middle school: hellz yea
Want to get married: yes
Believe in yourself: um sure
Get motion sickness: sorta if i read in the car
Think you're attractive: um no comment
Think you're a health freak: no
Get along with your parents: sorta
Like thunderstorms: yes
Play an instrument: me gianna and danielle played sax in 6th wooop
LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: yes
Done a drug: no
Gone on a date: no
Gone to the mall: yes
Been on stage: no
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
Eaten sushi: no
Been dumped: no
Gone skating: kinda
Gone skinny dipping: yes
Dyed your hair: yes
Stolen anything: yes today at souplantion i stole a brownie
LAYER SEVEN: EVER
Played a game that required removal of clothing: yes
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no
Been caught "doing something": hahahah yes
Been called a tease: uh sure
Gotten beaten up: yes but playfully
Shoplifted: souplantation count?
Changed who you were to fit in: dont think so i got a lance armstrong braclet but i think its cool not bc everyone has one ha
LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER
Age you hope to be married: twenties or so no later than 35
Numbers of Children: 2
Describe your dream wedding: countryside, lots of flowers colorful, beautiful, sunny and warm and lovely and magical
How do you want to die: sleeping happy and knowing i lived life and loved
What do you want to be when you grow up: phycatrist, english teacher?
What country would you most like to visit: greece, italy, fiji
LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY:
Best eye color?: green / dark
Best hair color?: i love dark hair but some can be exceptions
Short or long hair: short i suppose
Height: taller
Best first date location: something random and cute like laser tag and dinner pizza or something
Articles of clothing: ..anything but big baggy gangster pants and shirts. eww, should be neater than that
Best first kiss location: unexpected and comfortable and likeably perfect
LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of people I could trust with my life: danielle erin cameron karly
Number of CD's I own: who really counts?
Number of piercings: 4 and i did have 5 but i took it out
Number of tattoos: none
Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper?: 3 or 4
Number of scars on my body: a bundle im a active kid
Number of things in my past that I regret: ...
Four things you'd eat on the last day of your life
01. poop
02. cheetos
03. recess
04. curly fries
four shades of blue
01. navy
02. dark
03. aqau
04. turquise
four causes that you would donate to if you won the lottery
01. animal shelters
02. fonations for cures of dieaeses
03. enviroment
04. homeless
seven things that never fail to cheer me up:
01. danielle
02. food
03. volleyball
04. the beach
05. clothes
06. concerts with erin
07. cruising in cars blasting music
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[19 Aug 2004|06:14pm] |
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la de daah im just drifting through the last couple days of summer.
i really wish Dan would just pick the teams already.
oh man my cell phone is ringing im too lazy its all the way up stairs. oh well..
sighh schools gonna rain on my parade unless its not like it was
last year. then i shall be alright.
hm i should probably get oevr my infactuation with him before
school i mean its time for me to let it go. unless
like danielle and olivia say it will all work out once school comes around.
so silly these little boys that cannot figure out what they want..
i hop was fabulous this morning with erin poo so scrumpciousss. yay forr hash browns. we made a smiley face for our waiter out of eggs and ketchup it was awsome weeee.
but your never happy with what you got, careful now your so beautiful when youve convinced yourself
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[18 Aug 2004|10:23pm] |
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nooooooo i really did not want to see you.
stupid emotions came back aaah and i turned to jellojellooo blah.
i want to aviod it but i cant. i want to know what is going on and its so frustrating.
tryouts are better. havent run yet thankfully.
and yesss danielle i like you and we are friends you silly monkey from the wizard of ozzz.
erin i like how we are spending so much time together becasue of tryouts and stufff it makes me oh so joyfully happy.
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[17 Aug 2004|10:54pm] |
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ive been peeing so much lately. its amazing.
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[17 Aug 2004|12:57pm] |
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i have two differnt things in my life.
my social life with daniele and friends like that.
and then i have volleyball and its different social aspects.
and everytime i am doing one of them i miss the other and just wish we could all just bloody get along so i wouldnt feel left out or alone.
tryouts again today..bummer
hopefully no mile.
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[16 Aug 2004|08:22am] |
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tryouts are begin today at 3
hopefully nerves wont take over..
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[14 Aug 2004|11:26am] |
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eee ear infection the drops arent helping now my other ear is blocked what the heckk. im going to be def. sighhh
i gotta run today to prepare, yet thats not gonna happen.
seems like it will be a bright day togay yaay gonna play some beach volleyball today tune up some skeeels.
no fest tonight or will i go out hmm that is the question..
not one hello yet. im beginning to think it was all a game..
thanks a lot for rasing my hopes and then nothing. im use to it i guess
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[13 Aug 2004|12:27pm] |
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went to the doctors this morning.
ear infection and i found out one of my hips is higher than the other and same with my sholder tahts why i have such bad back problems bleh.
scared for mondays tryouts and running ah fuck.
danielles tonight ice blocking wooo.
cant go to the festival tomorrow night. how sad.
suppose to hang out with danny tomorrow dont know what my plans are. i want to play some beach volleyball.
i feel like crap and im tierd and my back is on fire.
die volleyball.
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[12 Aug 2004|11:52am] |
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woke up bright an early oh wat a day.
skipped around to danielles got her, went to earl warren with my mom.
helped stuff envolopes for those new littlins.
sat on the grass and almost cried missing dearly our school we once felt secure in, now only looking upon the empty grass with faint memories of who we once were and who our friends were and how much fun we had. sighh.
i miss it so.
they tore down some portables made a basketball area. who likes taht anyways?
put up a new tarp thing over the stage area.
took down the little tree but the middle bench on the "hill".
made a fake river in the front of the school made of ugly new rocks.
and i have to say i had the new paint. i liked the old feeling the comport of the old chipped paint. looking around knowing 89% of the people standing around you. walking up the steps from the bus and feeling excited to be at school and feeling happy faces greet me. family like you might say.
but as the last day grew on we got in our lines alphabeticly.
walked throgh the stage got our paper. heard the swaying of teh ballons and felt the pictures of our parents upon us, and the end of the school.
how sad it makes me feel.
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[11 Aug 2004|07:35pm] |
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last night was super fun i havnt luaghed so hard with danielle in forever. we had our first child tommy. he is a little wierd, you know.. just like us. doesn't have to many friends and he doens't understand why. but you know, hes just different and we excpt him. danielle and i also have found and answer for our extreme wierdness. we arent from here. we are aliens. and i mean real ones.
went for a brisk walk today
jumped in the ocean with our running clothes on
walked freaking cold home
what a day
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[08 Aug 2004|02:13pm] |
danielle. it was meant to be
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[08 Aug 2004|10:59am] |
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VoLcOm ScOuT 720: life goes on though, and the broken hearts heal
everybody needs to rememeber that . it isnt the end of the world..because its still spining..
thank you to the great friends that are always there i love you :)
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[07 Aug 2004|07:47pm] |
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danielle and i had fun today woo.
cant wait for next week not. epic camp. ahhh. then volleyball tryouts wow im scared.
then fucking schoool ahhh. i cant deside if im excited or not. seeing people i dont see alot or seeing the people i dont want to with those i dont want to see them with.
if you know what i mean. i hate these social groups and clicks. ah fuckin shit.
i need to get out of here man.
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[06 Aug 2004|06:56pm] |
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wow amazing day.
playing adventures with little kids and giving them piggy back rides through sprinklers wow community service really touches my soul. not as much as my soul mate erin. wow today was so fun. i cant belive it. we found eachother. buddies. lets go again. weeeeee. ridinggg those things like i never have beefore.
my back is so burned i look like a tomatoe. yee haw. i miss him yet i dont he probably isnt thinking about me. sigh. i have a life. duh. i like these periods. wo. wooo. um anyways.tomorrow is another day. maybe again in the morning then danielles then cgk. woo. if karly can go stupid asss bitch.
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[04 Aug 2004|03:50pm] |
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i am at michaels with julian and danielle
i changed my icon i had one of myself but i felt wayyyy to conseeded..or whateve ha.
what a day mini golfing again how we all suck.
we are going to go burn things ta ta.
i feel like i am not missing him. and then i hear a certain song and then im like ahh what the hell man.
thanks danielle for the icon love you.
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[03 Aug 2004|10:46am] |
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i have had an interesting couple of days.
ive branched out a bit hanging out with a variety of people. and for a while i think it is fun until you come home and realize who means most to you. i had so much fun with erin and makela on fri wooo. giving lucky charms to timmy. but i truely miss danielle. i dont want her to wish that courtney were home when i am here for her. i want her to know i will always be here for her and i will never not be bc of mistakes i have made. i am going to change. i think those days were just some things i needed to do as a change, bt sometimes change is bad. hmm...if you get my jist..
hes gone now for a while i feel it is for the best. i can begin to regroup my thoughts and think of what to do when i return. wwhoa as i type i am looking at my hand and there is a vein bubble on the top of my hand and it looks as if it wants to burst...maybe its a symbol for me..ahhh. well i dont feel as if he is as interested as he thought he was in me yet i was talking to my sister and she brought up a good point..and i was kind of surprised adn she made me feel better..hmm that rarely happens. well i need a break from teh drama and the emtional let down so i am glad that i can spend sometime no thinking about it and hopefully move on if that is what i want to do after i realize what i want. i hope that next year at torrey pines will be like it was in 8th grade , my favorite year. it seems as if frosh year was liek 7th grade and that every otehr year is better. so hopefully it will be like i want it to be..reuniting with the ways like i want them to be. hm i seem as if i am babbaling..i am arent i well i was awoken early this morning.
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[01 Aug 2004|11:27am] |
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i think i am finally being awoken
i know im not good enough for somethings but i dont care
im not good enough for those people but go fuck yourselves.
i think i am realizing things finally after 10 months.
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[29 Jul 2004|12:54pm] |
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yay danielle downloaded her icon pic
cant wait till i do mine woo
um switchfoot tomorrow at the fair with my lovely friends should be a blast.
babysitting tonight oh what hell 3 kids.
what am i waiting for.
im such a jelous person and im jelous of her. she is so beautiful and i am not, she has an amazing personality and i do not. i am insecure and she is not.
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